Thursday, June 30, 2005

Peyups.com Grand EB

Mula sa aking mga kaibigan sa peyups.com...

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Peyups.com will be having it's Grand EB at Club 650 Libis (beside Shopwise Libis) on Saturday July 2. EB starts at 5PM while the program starts 7PM.

There will be bands, booze, video games, a fashion show and lots more in store. Tickets at P100 and available at the gate or from the UPZS booth along the CASAA-IB Walk. We will also be shooting photos for the soon to be revived photo of the day so please be there.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Pancit Canton... Sublime

I'll tell you about my day tomorrow. I'm afraid this cold has got the best of me. I'm tired and hungry, so off I go. I wonder what I could make for dinner... (like there's any other food in the house other than the ever-reliable pancit canton. :-) It will have to do, for now).
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The dining area/kitchen I have yet to clean up.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Vintage Audio Needs Conversion...

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This is not even half of my audio tape collection. Just thinking about converting all these into digital format gives me a headache. My partial list (in no order whatsoever):
  1. Smashing Pumpkins - Gish
  2. Smashing Pumpkins - Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness (Double album)
  3. Artificial Joy Club - Melt
  4. David Bowie - EART HL I NG
  5. Fossil - Fossil
  6. Seal - Seal
  7. Brenda Russel - Greatest Hits
  8. The Black Crowes - The Black Crowes
  9. Spacehog - Resident Alien
  10. Sade - Promise
  11. Sheryl Crow - Sheryl Crow
  12. The Cardigans - Life
  13. Live - Throwing Copper
  14. Natalie Merchant - Ophelia
  15. Loreena McKennitt - The Mask and the Mirror
  16. Lenny Kravitz - Are You Gonna Go My Way
  17. Tears for Fears - Elemental
  18. The Sundays - Static and Silence
  19. China Crisis - Acoustically Yours
  20. Barenaked Ladies - Rock Spectacle
  21. Jars of Clay - Jars of Clay
  22. Sade - The Best of Sade
  23. Nada Surf - High/Low
  24. Everything But The Girl - Amplified Heart
  25. Everything But The Girl - The Language of Life
  26. Everything But The Girl - Walking Wounded
  27. Madonna - Ray of Light
  28. Madonna - Bedtime Stories
  29. Everything But The Girl - Home Movies: The Best of Everything But The Girl
  30. The B52s - Time Capsule: Songs for a Future Generation
  31. Joey Ayala at ang Bagong Lumad - Magkabilaan
  32. Natalie Merchant - Tigelily
  33. Dishwalla - Pet Your Friends
  34. U2 - The Joshua Tree
  35. Sugar Hiccup - Oracle
  36. Simply Red - Picture Book
  37. John Lennon & Yoko Ono - Double Fantasy
  38. Blessid Union of Souls - Walking Off The Buzz
  39. Bettie Serveert - Palomine
  40. Pineforest Crunch - Make Believe
  41. The Smiths - Best II
  42. Workshy - Allure
  43. Level 42 - Running in the Family
  44. Garbage - Version 2.0
  45. The Cardigans - First Band On The Moon
  46. Pearl Jam - Ten
  47. 10,000 Maniacs - Love Among The Ruins
  48. 10,000 Maniacs - Our Time In Eden
  49. Sting - The Best of Sting
  50. Morissey - Viva Hate
  51. Luscious Jackson - Fever In Fever Out
  52. Counting Crows - August and Everything After
  53. Dinasaur Jr. - Without A Sound
  54. Red Hot Chili Peppers - One Hot Minute
  55. Kula Shaker - K
  56. Lisa Loeb - Firecracker
  57. The X-Files: The Album
  58. Madonna - Something To Remember
  59. The Smiths - Best I
  60. Tears for Fears - Saturnine Martial & Lunatic
  61. Aztec Camera - Stray
  62. Crowded House - Crowded House
  63. The Cure - The Head On The Door
  64. Luscious Jackson - Natural Ingridients
  65. Veruca Salt - Eight Arms To Hold You
  66. Seal - Human Being
  67. Third Eye Blind - Third Eye Blind
  68. Garbage - Garbage
  69. Jars Of Clay - Much Afraid
  70. Phil Collins - ...Hits
  71. Inxs - Greatest Hits
  72. Sting - ...All This Time
  73. Sting - Ten Summoner's Tales
  74. Swing Out Sister - The Living Return
  75. One Fine Day - Music From The Motion Picture
  76. Super Deluxe - Famous
  77. Earth, Wind & Fire - Live in Velfarre
  78. Indigo Girls - Swamp Ophelia
  79. Workshy - Heaven
  80. Joe Jackson - Stepping Out: The Very Best Of Joe Jackson
  81. Soundgarden - Superunknown
  82. Fiona Apple - Tidal
  83. Massive Attack - Protection
  84. Placebo - Placebo
  85. The One And Only Motown Album
  86. Workshy - Under The Influence
  87. Workshy - Soul Love
  88. Workshy - Ocean
  89. Workshy - The Golden Mile
  90. Suzanne Vega - Nine Objects of Desire

Rainy Days and Tuesdays

Stuffy nose, sneezing, chest discomfort, sore throat, cough. Headache's gone and there's no fever. I guess this is just a plain old cold. 'Cause i'd hate it if this were the flu. If I get sick, this would be my only friend:
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My home entertainment center. Please don't mind the shoes.

Monday, June 27, 2005

Wet Dreams and Ibuprofen+Paracetamol Cocktails

Alaxan FR
I had a really bad headache this morning. A head-splitting one. I'm attributing it to the weird weather were currently experiencing. I thought a cold shower would do the trick since i thought it might be the heat that's causing it. The shower did not help at all. A friend was kind enough to get me a couple of Alaxan FRs. That did the trick. I fell asleep on the couch with only a towel wrapped around me. Now here's the weird part: I figured I had fallen asleep for an hour or so. And I dreamed of something which resembled a wet dream. Now I don't remember what happened in my dream but I kind of know it was a wet dream cause when I woke up I had an erection. And some residual dream feelings indicated that I was having a wet dream. I know this isn't a case of "nocturnal emission" since it happened in the morning during a "nap" I had taken after I woke up with a splitting headache. And no "emissions" occurred since I woke up during that part of the dream prior to having an emission. Me and my dream partner were probably just "warming up" to each other. Must've been a really hot dream. Too bad I couldn't remember any of it. Scheiße! (that's "shit" in German). Now I'm way past 18 to be experiencing such a dream so what is this? Second puberty? Or maybe its just my mind telling me that I need to get laid. *sigh*

*****

MRTI rarely take the train going to and coming home from work. Not that I hate it, no. I think its very convenient. I guess I got spoiled by taxi cabs. Always a one-way trip going to wherever you're supposed to go. The downside of it is that it's quite expensive. The fact is, its eating up a lot on my budget so I drastically need to alter my transportation habits. It's gonna be back to buses and trains for me in the coming months. Anyway, as interesting as train rides get, I took the train home the other night and it was rush hour so the train was jam packed. An elderly man in the front of the car was saying something over the din of the train and traffic. "Ako, matanda na ako pero nakatayo ako. Paupuin 'nyo naman yung mga babae. 'Yung nagpapaligaya sa atin pinapahirapan 'nyo." That was directed to a group of young men comfortably seated in the car who were obviously ignoring the old man's remark. Call me old-fashioned but I think chivalry is not dead. Men still owe courtesy to the fairer sex.

*****

Auto-erotica
Auto-Erotica. Colored pencil on sketchbook paper. June 2005. Click on image to see larger picture
Another installment to my weekly drawing post. An unfinished drawing of a young woman pleasuring herself. The blank thing draped on her left leg is supposed to be a magazine. Probably Playgirl or Abante Tonite. She probably got turned on looking at photos of naked men or from reading the Xerex column. I really don't know what got her started. For all I know that's probably Cosmopolitan and she got turned on looking at the picture of their "Hunk of the month." Or maybe it's just a hot day she felt like going out to her balcony wearing just her cutoffs and she just felt like doing "it." But she doesn't know were watching. We are all voyeurs in her private moment.

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webcam girl
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Remember that webcam girl in one of my previous posts? She still doesn't reply when I message her so I gave up on that. I guess she just enjoyed putting on a show on her webcam. So whenever she's online I just click on her cam and enjoy the show (which was mostly of her tapping away at her keyboard, occassionally smiling with the camera focused on her face). I was just a bit shocked one evening while I was viewing her cam (I just had her camera window open on one corner of my screen while I was doing other stuff) when her camera view changed. The camera was focused on her hand and it was pulling aside some fabric that looked like her shorts revealing her bare pubes and her fingers started stroking it. Then her hand moved to her lips and she puts a finger in her mouth, wetting her finger. Then her hand goes back down on her genitalia and resumes rubbing it. I was just staring. That was one hell of a show.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Remembering A Few Good Men

One of my favorite movies of all time. Not exactly laden with awe-inspiring special effects, A Few Good Men is all about good storytelling and great acting.

A Few Good Men

Screenplay by Aaron Sorkin
Produced by
David Brown, Rob Reiner, Andrew Scheinmann
Directed by
Rob Reiner
Cast List:
Tom Cruise - Lieutenant J.G. Daniel Kaffee
Jack Nicholson - Colonel Nathan R. Jessep
Demi Moore - Lieutenant Commander Joanne Galloway
Kevin Bacon - Captain Jack Ross
Kiefer Sutherland - Lieutenant Jonathan Kendrick
Kevin Pollak - Lieutenant Sam Weinberg
James Marshall - Private First Class Louden Downey
J.T. Walsh - Lieutenant Colonel Mathew Markinson Christopher Guest ... Dr. Stone

Excerpt from the final courtroom scene where Lieutenant J.G. Daniel Kaffee (Tom Cruise) questions Colonel Nathan R. Jessep (Jack Nicholson)

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JESSEP You want answers?

KAFFEE I think I'm entitled to them.

JESSEP You want answers?!

KAFFEE I want the truth.

JESSEP You can't handle the truth!

And nobody moves.

JESSEP (continuing) Son, we live in a world that has walls. And those walls have to be guarded by men with guns. Who's gonna do it? You? You, Lt. Weinberg? I have a greater responsibility than you can possibly fathom. You weep for Santiago and you curse the marines. You have that luxury. You have the luxury of not knowing what I know: That Santiago's death, while tragic, probably saved lives. And my existence, while grotesque and incomprehensible to you, saves lives.
(beat)
You don't want the truth. Because deep down, in places you don't talk about at parties, you want me on that wall. You need me on that wall.
(boasting)
We use words like honor, code, loyalty...we use these words as the backbone to a life spent defending something. You use 'em as a punchline.
(beat)
I have neither the time nor the inclination to explain myself to a man who rises and sleeps under the blanket of the very freedom I provide, then questions the manner in which I provide it. I'd prefer you just said thank you and went on your way. Otherwise, I suggest you pick up a weapon and stand a post. Either way, I don't give a damn what you think you're entitled to.

KAFFEE (quietly) Did you order the code red?

JESSEP (beat) I did the job you sent me to do.

KAFFEE Did you order the code red?!

JESSEP (pause) You're goddamn right I did!

The Power of Three

Tagged yet again by Naomi. Pangit daw kasi ang di magpapa-tag eh. :D

Three names you go by:
  1. Rio
  2. Dar
  3. Dario

Three screen names you have had:
  1. Santiago (i dont remember the year exactly but this was around the time i bought my first 28.8 kbps external modem for my Cyrix 486 DX4 100 MHz computer )
  2. St.James (circa 2000-02 sa IRC)
  3. migraine_man (obvious ba?)

Three physical things you like about yourself:
  1. My eyes
  2. My hands
  3. My fingernails

Three physical things you don't like about yourself:
  1. My brain (medyo lopsided... sorry. 'la nang maisip eh :-D)

Three parts of your heritage:
  1. Filipino (I'm not aware if we have any other)

Three things that scare you:
  1. (It's not that i'm not scared of anything.Wala lang talaga akong maisip.)

Three of your everyday essentials:
  1. Wallet
  2. Celfone
  3. Keys

Three of your favorite bands/musical artist:
  1. Sting
  2. Natalie Merchant
  3. Everything But The Girl

Three of your favorite songs:
  1. Crash (Dave Matthews Band)
  2. Don't Dream It's Over (Crowded House)
  3. Here's Where The Story Ends (The Sundays)

Three things you want in a relationship:
  1. Lots of love...
  2. Lots of lust...
  3. ... and understanding.

Three truths and lies in no particular order:
(truth)
  1. Mr. Practical
  2. Mr. Would-rather-shut-up-than-argue
  3. Attention to detail (but that doesn't mean I don't miss anything)

(lies)
  1. I'm dating Anne Curtis.
  2. Women beg me to marry them.
  3. I'm the king of the world!

Three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
  1. A long, slender neck
  2. Beautiful eyes
  3. Luscious lips

Three of your favorite hobbies:
  1. DVD marathons!
  2. Blogging
  3. Photography

Three things you want to do really badly now:
  1. Kumain ng Ice cream
  2. Manood ng sine
  3. Umuwi at matulog

Three careers you're considering/you've considered:
  1. Architect
  2. Photographer
  3. Director (Film)

Three places you want to go on vacation:
  1. Palawan
  2. Spain
  3. Morocco

Three kid's name you like:
  1. Samuel
  2. Santiago
  3. Ophelia

Three things you want to do before you die:
  1. (Pass ako dito...)

Three ways that you are stereotypically a boy/girl:
  1. Will not ask for directions (unless absolutely necessary...)
  2. Will insist on paying for everything (on dates)
  3. Attraction to hot women (it's only natural...)

Three celebrity crushes:
  1. Nicole Kidman
  2. Angellina Jolie
  3. Scarlett Johansson

Thursday, June 23, 2005

On Fortune Cookies and Watermelon Soap

Fortune cookie
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I got this from a convenience store the other night. After eating a glorious two-piece chicken meal at the posh Ministop covenience store downstairs from the office, I cracked it open. The fortune read "You should view all the uncertainties surrounding you as blessings though they don't appear that way at first." So what are the chances that a fortune cookie comes up with a fortune that could possibly have any relevance to the one who cracked it? Probably nil. It is pretty vague anyway, very much like the horoscopes that magazines and newspapers churn out. One story I heard about the people making these horoscopes in the dailies, they'd stick up random fortunes on a dartboard and wherever that dart lands, that would be that sign's fortune for the day. Clever.

Now if I were to believe the cookie, I guess I should take it as a blessing that those VCDs that I rented are forever lost to some inconsiderate schmuck who got them as a bonus after making a withdrawal at the ATM machine where I left them. I guess its also a blessing that I left them there in the first place. Wait, it said "uncertainties surrounding" me, right? Hmmm... Scratch that. I will not rant about work again. Why should I complain? I'm blogging right now. Anyway, enough about that. I have enough uncertainties surrounding me to have their blessings rain upon me. Woohoo. :-|
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Ivory with Aloe
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I know this might be too kikay for me but I just had to mention this. Back when I still had some hair on my head I loved this special edition shampoo by Sunsilk which smelled like watermelon and gives the scalp a cooling effect. Yummy. (I just sounded like a shampoo salesman). Anyway, if you like that watermelon scent, Ivory came out with the Ivory Aloe Soap. I don't know if i'm just smelling it wrong but it does smell like the watermelon scented shampoo i like. (or does aloe smell like watermelons?) It comes in a simple green paper packaging with a sort of "quote for the day" printed on it. I just like it, that's all. *Defensive* :-D

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Regret...

... has nothing to do with what i'm feeling at the moment. I think its nostalgia.
I just remembered this song by New Order from their album Republic.
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REGRET
by New Order

Maybe I’ve forgotten the name and the address
Of everyone I’ve ever known
It’s nothing I regret
Save it for another day
It’s the school exam and the kids have run away

I would like a place I could call my own
Have a conversation on the telephone
Wake up every day that would be a start
I would not complain of my wounded heart

I was upset you see
Almost all the time
You used to be a stranger
Now you are mine

I wouldn’t even trust you
I’ve not got much to give
We’re dealing in the limits
And we don’t know who with
You may think that I’m out of hand
That I’m naive, I’ll understand
On this occasion, it’s not true
Look at me, I’m not you

I would like a place I could call my own
Have a conversation on the telephone
Wake up every day that would be a start
I would not complain of my wounded heart

I was a short fuse
Burning all the time
You were a complete stranger
Now you are mine

I would like a place I could call my own
Have a conversation on the telephone
Wake up every day that would be a start
I would not complain about my wounded heart

Just wait till tomorrow
I guess that’s what they all say
Just before they fall apart

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Fête et Father's Day

I'm in a predicament.

My  Video City CardI think I lost some VCDs that I rented. Potah. I was trying to trace my steps back to find out where I lost it and I think I left it on an Automatic Teller Machine when I made a withdrawal. Good thing about this ATM machine is that its inside a building right across from where I live. So its possible that the night shift guards might have found it and hopefully kept it in their lost-and-found stuff. So I went there this morning to ask the guards but they had no idea. They told me to ask the night shift guards cause it happened on a Saturday night. I guess I'd just have to come back then. I just hope the guards on duty then kept the discs. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. Aside from the fact that the discs are way overdue, I wouldn't want it to become an unplanned expense.

*****


Mr. MuscleM Messy BedroomSaturday was mundane. I slept on the couch the previous night and when I woke up, I just sat there and looked around my place. On one corner, I saw dustballs the size of basketballs! Of course, I'm only exaggerating. They were actually the size of golf balls. But that's beside the point. My place needed some serious cleaning up. So I did, since I didn't really have anything better to do. As of this writing, I'm done cleaning the living area. Next on my list is the kitchen/dining area then the bedroom. The bathroom's partly cleaned (with the help of a friend). Tried out this product called Mr. Muscle Mold & Mildew Killer. It claims to take out stains and mildew out without scrubbing. Just spray it on, let the foam work its magic, then rinse it off with water and voila! Your bathroom tiles are squeaky clean. It does work. Doesn't really smell good though. It smelled like bleach. It probably IS bleach! Tang'nah. I think I've been had. For its price i could've bought a gallon of bleach. Oh well...

*****

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The view from Chatteau 1771Later in the evening, after having dinner with a friend, we decided to go to Fête de la Musique 2005. There were so many people! Jo had a friend who just came home from the states and they were hanging out in Chateau 1771. We sought refuge there and it was good. It became sort of like a mini eyeball for the Peyups Jo and Jodieforum residents. Jodie was the balikbayan. Then there was Vince who was very entertaining. I forgot the names of the others (sorry!). It was really nice meeting them.

People on the street 01All I have to show for this whole Fête thing are blurred and dark photos. It was really hard taking a good one with an SLR. The crowd was a mix of jhologz (properly spelled as "jologs" which I personally stylized to give the word some personality) and coños. There were the rakistas and the metals, the hip-hops and your typical Juans and Marias. There were even Joes and Janes, [put foreign guy's name here] and [put foreign girl's name here]. Anyway, I'm sure you get my point. But the jhologz way outnumber everyone else. And my SLR People on the street 02looked very conspicuous. I'm sure I would've done better with a point-and-shoot because it's much more subtle. So I didn't get to catch the jhologz when they were moshing while Kitchie Nadal sang "Same Ground." I also didn't see why they needed to jack up the PA system to deafening since the stages occupied a fairly small Kitchie Nadal on stagearea. We were at the alternative music stage. I just noticed that the sound when Bridge was playing was ok, but when Kitchie Nadal played I almost popped my eardrums. Ugh.

The main stage at El PuebloA hundred-and-fifty bands, five stages. one night. I couldn't imagine how they'd organize a thing like this. I'm sure its an event nightmare. And I think they could've done better with the crowd control. Free concert = anybody could come and crash it (including the jhologz). I wasn't in last year's Fête so I had no point of comparison. but the Peyups people were saying that they held it in Eastwood in Libis and they got rained on. I guess the organizers should be glad that it didn't rain on them this year. Oh well, till next year's Fête.

*****


Sunday was dad's day. Went home and had lunch with the folks. Watched Sin City. My dad got confused. I guess he didn't like the movie. I thought it was cool. The storytelling was a bit Tarantino-ish and I'm really not a big fan of him. I like Frank Miller's work though. That's the treatment I had been looking for in the Daredevil movie instead of that faggoty treatment they gave that Ben Affleck flick. Watching Shutter with cousinsAnyway, after that I went to visit at my grandmother's. It was Jose Rizal's birthday and his namesake, my Tito Pepe was also celebrating his. The boys were getting drunk again. Cousin Jayjay brought a DVD for us to watch. Shutter was pretty scary. I have this feeling that Southeast Asians have an affinity for the mysterious and supernatural and it becomes apparent in the films that have been coming out for the past few years. I can add this to my favorite Asian horror movie list including Hideo Nakata's Ring, The Eye, Ju-On (The Grudge), along with our very own Shake, Rattle and Roll series specially the episodes directed by Peque Gallaga and (would you believe thsi? I actually liked it despite Kris Aquino's being in it) Feng Shui. A blast of a weekend.

Friday, June 17, 2005

Batman Begins & Igor Returns

moviehouse - Batman BeginsGot FREE tickets to the screening of Batman Begins last night. It was sponsored by one of our clients for their dealers, retailers and partners. I wasn't really interested in seeing this one only because the last few Batman movies stank to high heavens. This latest Batman installment however, totally changed my perspective. Batman IS a cool character after all. Batman in BETA mode: he just came back from his "training" and the bat cave wasn't fully-functional yet. All his other bat gadgets were all prototypes and Mr. Wayne was field-testing them all out.

Great acting from most of the actors (wish I could say the same for Tom Cruise's lovey-dovey). the story is awesome. Bruce Wayne's transformation into the Dark Knight now has depth and meaning. Overall, an excellent production. Definitely my most favorite among the Batman movies ever.

Igor comes home 01The movie finished at around 10:40 PM. I could've cancelled Batman and went straight to Malate to the little get-together with Igor but why would one cancel on a freebie? ;-) Called up Uleb to ask for directions on how to get there. They were at this place called Forbest Karaoke Bar and Grill near the corner of Bocobo and Igor comes home 02Nakpil Streets in Malate. She just told me to tell the cabbie to drop me off on the intersection then to call her again so she'd fetch me. The place was near the intersection so she just had to go outside and wave to me. Didn't have a hard time finding them. :D Igor was there, of course (the get-together was for him in the first place). Francis, who's really not into the friendster thing, was also there. Also Dan and Pet. It was a fun night, despite the fact that we haven't really seen each other for a long time (except for Uleb and Pet whom I do see occassionally). We were building up gas from all the laughing and giggling at the expense of each other. And none of us were drunk at all. Had coffee at Café Adriatico for a wake-upper (or de-gassing). We ended up building up more gas and our face muscles were hurting from all the laughing. Finally, we all had to pack ourselves in Francis' car and call it a night. Sana maulit. :-D

Got home around quarter-to-four in the morning. Good thing I didn't really have to come to work early. Sana makasama ako sa Baguio next weekend. Francis says he has their place to himself for the weekend and since Igor's here, might as well go on some road-trip. Please let nothing come up for work next weekend. I wanna buy "chongkee" in Baguio.

Tagged by Carlo

Ay! nataya ako...

List five songs that you are currently digging . . . it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words or even if they're any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artist and the song in your blog along with your five songs. Then tag five other people to see what they're listening to.

Frou Frou - Details
1. It's Good To Be In Love - Frou Frou


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2. Give Me One Reason - Tracy Chapman


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3. Sketches of Pain - Tears for Fears


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4. Lakini's Juice - Live


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5. Wild Horses - The Sundays


Para maiba, I shall tag:
KV
Jo
Volts
Lette
Uleb

m|ph magazine Volume 5, Issue 2 - June 2005

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Now available on your favorite newsstands!

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Reviewer Magazine Issue 5, Volume 2

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Reviewer Magazine, Issue 5, Volume 2, 2005

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Café Dario

My Multiply.com Page


I just love the new look. And now we can share music and videos!

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Scuba Dream

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Untitled. Colored marker on sketchbook paper. 06/14/2005

These hands are not my hands. They draw lines of seaweed or twine or wire. An underwater dream. A tin lunchbox, ham, cheese, lettuce and tomatoes on wheat bread. A brandless automobile. Edible fish. Carnivorous fish.

Conversation Between a Forensic Scientist and a Priest

I just remembered this one from an episode of CSI: Crime Scene Investigation:

Grissom: "We both have jobs that begin after the crime."

Priest: "After the sin."

Grissom: "Some people would call that a career in futility."

Priest: "Some call it a vocation."

Grissom: "A hundred years ago, we didn't have the technology for finger prints. Fifteen years ago we didn't have DNA. Hopefully one day we'll have fool-proof means by which to put the right man in jail in this case."

Priest: "Some day we won't need jails.—I celebrate mass every Thursday night, seven o' clock."

Grissom: "Thank you—but no."

Priest: "You don't believe?"

Grissom: "In religion. I believe in God, in science, in Sunday supper. I don't believe in rules that tell me how I should live."

Priest: "Even if they're handed down by God?"

Grissom: "How many crusades were fought in the name of God? How many people died because of someone's religion?"

Priest: " Fanaticism, not a religion."

Grissom: "Semantics. They're still dead. I'm sorry about Ben, father."

Priest: "You still suffer like a Catholic. A light bulb goes out, but people fix it and get a new one. A light bulb goes out for the Catholic, he stands in the dark and says, 'what did I do wrong?'"

Grissom: "That guilt's not in me anymore."

*****

I think I should be going out more.

Hetero-erotica

Hetero-erotica
Untitled. No. 2 Pencil on sketchbook paper. 06/12/2005

Got to visit my folks again after a month. It wasn't exactly an exciting weekend but it was a welcome change. I've been away from home for too long that think I have become allergic to my old room. I couldn't sleep as sound when I'm in my place but I really don't mind. This occassional variation in the routine prevents monotony from setting in.

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The heat is killing me. I've probably perspired a bucket-full since Saturday. Went to visit my tita's whose place is a few hundred feet higher above sea level than where we're living. I would think that it'd be colder there but no... It was like a furnace in their house. The heat made me lethargic and I was practically sleeping in my sweat and the electric fans did not help at all. It was a relief when we had to leave for the mall, but it wasn't really much of a relief when we got there. Then I went to visit my grandmother. Not much different there as well. I just had dinner there then went off to my place. Soaked in the shower as soon as I got in and I just stayed there for like half-an-hour before toweling off. I thought I was ok for the night but it turns out that the long shower was just temporary relief. Even with the fan blowing at full blast, I was still sweating where I lay. Not a good night at all.

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Just practicing my aim without looking at the viewfinder. Snapshots I took on my way to work this morning.


Friday, June 10, 2005

Man all battle stations...

Yellow Alert

Heard just now that the nation is in "Blue Alert." Wait, I think its just in Makati.

Apparently, the Philippine Military uses a three-tiered alert scheme. "White" being the lowest and "Red" the highest. Now what's my point? I'm not trying to make one. I mean politics should concern me but that shit isn't my top concern.

I did mention something about life-altering decisions and I'm thinking really hard and deep about making one. And its not about work. Maybe I should put myself on "Blue Alert" and man all battle stations...

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

On Webcams, Bouncing-baby-boys and The Borg

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I was viewing this girl's webcam for an hour or so. She's in my friends list but I don't remember how she got there. I tried sending her a message a few times but she wasn't responding so I just gave up. It wsn't like I was secretly hoping for her to take her clothes off or something... Nevermind. :)

And so I come to an end of another so-so day. Generally uneventful except for a message I got from Joanne this morning about Kate being in labor (at the time of this writing, Kate's probably resting and nursing her bouncing baby boy). :) I'll probably join the gals when they come visit her sometime soon.

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A dated photo of Kate and me in MMPI

As uneventful as it was, the thing me and KV had been toiling over for the past several months is now out. They delivered the copies to the office this morning. Haven't been hearing any complaints about it so far. Except for that one about a defective logo. One of the advertisers was complaining that their logo did not come out right in one of the pages. And would you like to know just how big their logo is on the said page? roughly 4mm²! It wasn't even the size of a 5-centavo coin! How tight-assed can one get?!

Sorry. I have to calm down. Now like I said in an earlier post, just when you think everything's A-OK, something would eventually come up. The Borg Queen would never, ever approve of such a thing. She would only demand "perfection." One could only wish for the "Collective" to come and assimilate us all. Only then I would get my Borg name and utter the words "I am [insert Borg name here] of the Borg. Resistance is futile. You will be assimilated." *Aside: Is there a Web site where they generate a Borg name for you somewhere? If you guys know of one, do let me know. Thanks.*

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Excuse me for that sudden burst of "geekiness." I didn't know I had it in me. I think I've killed enough time tonight for me to start headin' home. I'd probably just entertain myself with the first season episodes of Sponge Bob Square Pants that I borrowed from a cousin. Wish I had some "chongkee" to go with it, though. *sigh*

Monday, June 06, 2005

Homo-Erotica

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Done on sketchbook paper with a Mongol No. 2 pencil (Sepia tone applied in Photoshop) Inspired by a "Slumber Party" DVD. ;-D

I thought I'd start with my drawing-a-day post. But I don't think I can commit myself to a daily illustration at the moment since I don't have my computer at home yet. Maybe I could (initially) make it a-drawing-a-week for now and this is my first installment. I guess its pretty much straightforward to need an explanation. Enjoy. :)

Saturday, June 04, 2005

And we're down to three...

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Did some cleanup at the office... Spic-and- span...

The girls officially moved to another office today. It's not like they left the company but in a way, that's what actually is happening. They helped me out in cleaning a bit early on but I did most of it on my own so I took a picture of my fine work. It won't be as noisy and crowded as before but I think it'd still be a most fun office.

And now we're down to three. We're probably be getting a sales assistant sometime soon but that's it for now. I really don't know what to expect of this. As much as I try to be optimistic about all this, I can't help getting that feeling of dread.

I havent the slightest clue on how I'm going to handle all this. Aside from the fact that entering this business was the first life-altering decision I have ever made, I've subconsciously entered the business world on the notion that I wouldn't be getting my hands dirty on the "real" business stuff. It was a good thing that I trusted my partner to handle all that. Which would leave me doing what I do best: design.

Now I liked it before when this partner of mine "trusted" what I do and my judgements. But then the inevitable happens. People do change. And in this case, its a drastic one. And all this change is happening in direct proportion to what the company that we put up is going through. Growing pains. From a company of three to a company of almost fifty in a span of a little over two years. We're getting too big inside our skin.

Need I mention that with a growing business comes bigger profit. A flipside to that is the growing accountabilty to clients and investors. It just a matter of playing the cards right. Like I said earlier, I "trusted" my partner to do that. A lot of people were trusting him. And for a time he was handling things really well.

I don't know if he got it too much into his head that he's doing all these great things, and he had good people working for him. Then all of a sudden he wanted things done his way. Done solely his way. He wouldn't ask for anybody's opinion. He didn't trust anyone anymore. And that included me.

And I just went along with all this. I'd even go as far as defend the guy to our employees and make them understand that all he's doing is for the good of the company. Then at some point I just quit making up excuses for the guy. Apparently my patience would go only as far. And with the way this guy's brain is working right now, I'd probably get slapped with the office "code of professional conduct" in misuse of office resources if he knew about this.

Anyway, I think I already said too much and I'm tired and hungy. I just hope everything works out fine. If not, I would have to make another life-altering decision sometime soon.

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My workstation. Not quite as spic- and- span as I wanted it to be but I'll work on it. At least now I have a phone.

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See how clean and shiny KV's desk is?

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Even Ral's is immaculate...

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An OC-at-heart did this...

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And this... Only I couldn't get rid of that eyesore pile of magazines there in the corner. *sigh*

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Ready for inspection, sir!