Monday, June 27, 2005

Wet Dreams and Ibuprofen+Paracetamol Cocktails

Alaxan FR
I had a really bad headache this morning. A head-splitting one. I'm attributing it to the weird weather were currently experiencing. I thought a cold shower would do the trick since i thought it might be the heat that's causing it. The shower did not help at all. A friend was kind enough to get me a couple of Alaxan FRs. That did the trick. I fell asleep on the couch with only a towel wrapped around me. Now here's the weird part: I figured I had fallen asleep for an hour or so. And I dreamed of something which resembled a wet dream. Now I don't remember what happened in my dream but I kind of know it was a wet dream cause when I woke up I had an erection. And some residual dream feelings indicated that I was having a wet dream. I know this isn't a case of "nocturnal emission" since it happened in the morning during a "nap" I had taken after I woke up with a splitting headache. And no "emissions" occurred since I woke up during that part of the dream prior to having an emission. Me and my dream partner were probably just "warming up" to each other. Must've been a really hot dream. Too bad I couldn't remember any of it. Scheiße! (that's "shit" in German). Now I'm way past 18 to be experiencing such a dream so what is this? Second puberty? Or maybe its just my mind telling me that I need to get laid. *sigh*

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MRTI rarely take the train going to and coming home from work. Not that I hate it, no. I think its very convenient. I guess I got spoiled by taxi cabs. Always a one-way trip going to wherever you're supposed to go. The downside of it is that it's quite expensive. The fact is, its eating up a lot on my budget so I drastically need to alter my transportation habits. It's gonna be back to buses and trains for me in the coming months. Anyway, as interesting as train rides get, I took the train home the other night and it was rush hour so the train was jam packed. An elderly man in the front of the car was saying something over the din of the train and traffic. "Ako, matanda na ako pero nakatayo ako. Paupuin 'nyo naman yung mga babae. 'Yung nagpapaligaya sa atin pinapahirapan 'nyo." That was directed to a group of young men comfortably seated in the car who were obviously ignoring the old man's remark. Call me old-fashioned but I think chivalry is not dead. Men still owe courtesy to the fairer sex.

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Auto-erotica
Auto-Erotica. Colored pencil on sketchbook paper. June 2005. Click on image to see larger picture
Another installment to my weekly drawing post. An unfinished drawing of a young woman pleasuring herself. The blank thing draped on her left leg is supposed to be a magazine. Probably Playgirl or Abante Tonite. She probably got turned on looking at photos of naked men or from reading the Xerex column. I really don't know what got her started. For all I know that's probably Cosmopolitan and she got turned on looking at the picture of their "Hunk of the month." Or maybe it's just a hot day she felt like going out to her balcony wearing just her cutoffs and she just felt like doing "it." But she doesn't know were watching. We are all voyeurs in her private moment.

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webcam girl
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Remember that webcam girl in one of my previous posts? She still doesn't reply when I message her so I gave up on that. I guess she just enjoyed putting on a show on her webcam. So whenever she's online I just click on her cam and enjoy the show (which was mostly of her tapping away at her keyboard, occassionally smiling with the camera focused on her face). I was just a bit shocked one evening while I was viewing her cam (I just had her camera window open on one corner of my screen while I was doing other stuff) when her camera view changed. The camera was focused on her hand and it was pulling aside some fabric that looked like her shorts revealing her bare pubes and her fingers started stroking it. Then her hand moved to her lips and she puts a finger in her mouth, wetting her finger. Then her hand goes back down on her genitalia and resumes rubbing it. I was just staring. That was one hell of a show.