Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Hetero-erotica

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Untitled. No. 2 Pencil on sketchbook paper. 06/12/2005

Got to visit my folks again after a month. It wasn't exactly an exciting weekend but it was a welcome change. I've been away from home for too long that think I have become allergic to my old room. I couldn't sleep as sound when I'm in my place but I really don't mind. This occassional variation in the routine prevents monotony from setting in.

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The heat is killing me. I've probably perspired a bucket-full since Saturday. Went to visit my tita's whose place is a few hundred feet higher above sea level than where we're living. I would think that it'd be colder there but no... It was like a furnace in their house. The heat made me lethargic and I was practically sleeping in my sweat and the electric fans did not help at all. It was a relief when we had to leave for the mall, but it wasn't really much of a relief when we got there. Then I went to visit my grandmother. Not much different there as well. I just had dinner there then went off to my place. Soaked in the shower as soon as I got in and I just stayed there for like half-an-hour before toweling off. I thought I was ok for the night but it turns out that the long shower was just temporary relief. Even with the fan blowing at full blast, I was still sweating where I lay. Not a good night at all.

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Just practicing my aim without looking at the viewfinder. Snapshots I took on my way to work this morning.


Friday, June 10, 2005

Man all battle stations...

Yellow Alert

Heard just now that the nation is in "Blue Alert." Wait, I think its just in Makati.

Apparently, the Philippine Military uses a three-tiered alert scheme. "White" being the lowest and "Red" the highest. Now what's my point? I'm not trying to make one. I mean politics should concern me but that shit isn't my top concern.

I did mention something about life-altering decisions and I'm thinking really hard and deep about making one. And its not about work. Maybe I should put myself on "Blue Alert" and man all battle stations...

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

On Webcams, Bouncing-baby-boys and The Borg

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I was viewing this girl's webcam for an hour or so. She's in my friends list but I don't remember how she got there. I tried sending her a message a few times but she wasn't responding so I just gave up. It wsn't like I was secretly hoping for her to take her clothes off or something... Nevermind. :)

And so I come to an end of another so-so day. Generally uneventful except for a message I got from Joanne this morning about Kate being in labor (at the time of this writing, Kate's probably resting and nursing her bouncing baby boy). :) I'll probably join the gals when they come visit her sometime soon.

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A dated photo of Kate and me in MMPI

As uneventful as it was, the thing me and KV had been toiling over for the past several months is now out. They delivered the copies to the office this morning. Haven't been hearing any complaints about it so far. Except for that one about a defective logo. One of the advertisers was complaining that their logo did not come out right in one of the pages. And would you like to know just how big their logo is on the said page? roughly 4mm²! It wasn't even the size of a 5-centavo coin! How tight-assed can one get?!

Sorry. I have to calm down. Now like I said in an earlier post, just when you think everything's A-OK, something would eventually come up. The Borg Queen would never, ever approve of such a thing. She would only demand "perfection." One could only wish for the "Collective" to come and assimilate us all. Only then I would get my Borg name and utter the words "I am [insert Borg name here] of the Borg. Resistance is futile. You will be assimilated." *Aside: Is there a Web site where they generate a Borg name for you somewhere? If you guys know of one, do let me know. Thanks.*

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Excuse me for that sudden burst of "geekiness." I didn't know I had it in me. I think I've killed enough time tonight for me to start headin' home. I'd probably just entertain myself with the first season episodes of Sponge Bob Square Pants that I borrowed from a cousin. Wish I had some "chongkee" to go with it, though. *sigh*

Monday, June 06, 2005

Homo-Erotica

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Done on sketchbook paper with a Mongol No. 2 pencil (Sepia tone applied in Photoshop) Inspired by a "Slumber Party" DVD. ;-D

I thought I'd start with my drawing-a-day post. But I don't think I can commit myself to a daily illustration at the moment since I don't have my computer at home yet. Maybe I could (initially) make it a-drawing-a-week for now and this is my first installment. I guess its pretty much straightforward to need an explanation. Enjoy. :)

Saturday, June 04, 2005

And we're down to three...

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Did some cleanup at the office... Spic-and- span...

The girls officially moved to another office today. It's not like they left the company but in a way, that's what actually is happening. They helped me out in cleaning a bit early on but I did most of it on my own so I took a picture of my fine work. It won't be as noisy and crowded as before but I think it'd still be a most fun office.

And now we're down to three. We're probably be getting a sales assistant sometime soon but that's it for now. I really don't know what to expect of this. As much as I try to be optimistic about all this, I can't help getting that feeling of dread.

I havent the slightest clue on how I'm going to handle all this. Aside from the fact that entering this business was the first life-altering decision I have ever made, I've subconsciously entered the business world on the notion that I wouldn't be getting my hands dirty on the "real" business stuff. It was a good thing that I trusted my partner to handle all that. Which would leave me doing what I do best: design.

Now I liked it before when this partner of mine "trusted" what I do and my judgements. But then the inevitable happens. People do change. And in this case, its a drastic one. And all this change is happening in direct proportion to what the company that we put up is going through. Growing pains. From a company of three to a company of almost fifty in a span of a little over two years. We're getting too big inside our skin.

Need I mention that with a growing business comes bigger profit. A flipside to that is the growing accountabilty to clients and investors. It just a matter of playing the cards right. Like I said earlier, I "trusted" my partner to do that. A lot of people were trusting him. And for a time he was handling things really well.

I don't know if he got it too much into his head that he's doing all these great things, and he had good people working for him. Then all of a sudden he wanted things done his way. Done solely his way. He wouldn't ask for anybody's opinion. He didn't trust anyone anymore. And that included me.

And I just went along with all this. I'd even go as far as defend the guy to our employees and make them understand that all he's doing is for the good of the company. Then at some point I just quit making up excuses for the guy. Apparently my patience would go only as far. And with the way this guy's brain is working right now, I'd probably get slapped with the office "code of professional conduct" in misuse of office resources if he knew about this.

Anyway, I think I already said too much and I'm tired and hungy. I just hope everything works out fine. If not, I would have to make another life-altering decision sometime soon.

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My workstation. Not quite as spic- and- span as I wanted it to be but I'll work on it. At least now I have a phone.

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See how clean and shiny KV's desk is?

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Even Ral's is immaculate...

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An OC-at-heart did this...

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And this... Only I couldn't get rid of that eyesore pile of magazines there in the corner. *sigh*

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Ready for inspection, sir!

Friday, June 03, 2005

Audio slave...

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I'm in a dilemma. I have accumulated around 200 music albums in my collection and they're all in audio casette format. I haven't really had a casette tape player in years so my collection has been sitting there gathering mold.

I could:

1) Buy a decent enough tape player. Have each one recorded into my computer's hard drive and have it ripped into MP3 format. Burn it into audio CD format in the future. Quite troublesome and time consuming.

2) Buy a decent enough tape player. Buy a portable hard disk-based audio player which rips directly to MP3 or whatever format from any audio source. Quite expensive but less troublesome.

or

3) Have my friend rip it for me directly on her portable audio player and I'll just treat her to lunch or something. It might just work...